Finally

Just now I was accidentally found someone’s blog. It's belong to my bestfriend’s friend. I never know her neither meet her. But after go through her blog, I can see the female version of me. Everything she wrote is the same words in my mind. I hope one day we will meet. It would be nice sharing something in common.

A month ago, I made my confession to someone. This is the first time I being so outstanding and brave to do such confession. I am so relieved. No regret , anyway, why should I?? She's best thing ever. Recently, I found a new ability of myself. I am always having great confidence regarding what I have done. I made confession, I tried a new style of shirt, I bought new type of shoes, I have new interest, I quit scouting, and I travelled with no money and few more something new. I enjoy every moment of this. I feel happy, fascinating and it is really awesome. last but not least, finally, I found my love. My truly love..

kamoo~ Do you still remember when we talk about my old “idiot-ass” love, and then you said:

“erm.. sebenanye saye xpaham sangat..

tapi kesimpulannye...

korang berdua nk jd jadi kawan je

kan..? ”

Me:

“salah!!”

You:

“dah tu?”

Me:

“ kesimpulannye... saye suke awak je.. saye da xsuke orang lain da...”

You:

“hehe..

Awak niee..”

After we finished our chatting session, I kept read them over and over.. Haih~ dear.. I just want you.. Only you.. No others.. I’m sorry if I being so harsh and being so annoying to you coz I just don’t know how to express how I feel upon you & the only best way that I know can simply express them is by being annoying and childish.. I am sorry if i being too complicated , uneasy, and make you confuse but what else I can do. I'm madly in love with you. Ughhh~ On what earth, I'm rumbling like idiot here. Kamoo~ I wish you are here..... now...

Finally, I succeed telling her after about a year being her big fans only ( Look at you curi-curi.. Siap hembus-hembus jampi lagik harap-harap menjadik.. haha) Thank you for giving me this space & chance.. I hope it won't take long before we move to the next level.. Hmm~ =)..

::: saye :::