I BELIEVE I COULD FLY!!!!!

Some are said that we have to work to success. But the others said that we are fated to be success man. For me, I believe nothing is free in this world. We have a choice of what kind of life we want to have. Of course, every one of us has their own dream to achieve and hopes they can have a nice future. I am also in the same shoes. Unfortunately, sometimes dream just can be dream. Here we go; I would like to talk about my future life plan. Secondly, I will further convince you; life is not really nice as we thought if I took the wrong way. Then, we could have an average life, if it is what we want. Later, everybody has a probability to having a bright future. To talk about these scenarios, learn from other people experience is better than learn from your own experience.

When I was 16, I had read a Professor Dr. Dale Carnegie theory. He is a psychology lecturer and famous writer. The conclusion about his book is; mankind has the natural instinct about having a very bright and nice future. It is normal. However, the only one thing which is causing the mankind loose their true vision is their Life Plan. Some people have very clear plan about their life. But, the others are in contrary. Far worse, there are people who have no Life Plan. I have a Life Plan for me myself. Hopefully, I could achieve my dream. Life Plan is about the management of your time and achieving level at the certain time. As an example, when you are 18, where you want to further your study. When you finish your study, what kind of job prospect you want to involve. The question about when we will get married, have our own house, car and property are also included in Life Plan. For those who are still do not have a Life Plan, you should start to have one. It is important if you are optimist to have a bright future. Life is not easy as we thought.

“We can’t change the wind, but we can adjust the sail”, this epigram are applicable in this situation. If I took the wrong way, there is no way I will have a bright future as I expect. The usual mistake done by me is not focusing in my study. For me, life should be easy and enjoy. Lately, I just realize if I keep cling with this attitude, I will deviance from my true vision. My second mistake is; I always doing everything in last minutes. Even I know it will results of lack of job quality. Besides, bad goal setting is also contribute to my failure before. For me, it is all right as long as I could pass the examination. I never plan to get improving it. The only one of my habits that I still cannot change is; my bad time management. Even, I get the counselling about time management repeatedly from the counsellor before, it is does not help much. English? Yes! That is the subject I hate the most when I was in primary school because for me, learning in Malay is easy and understandable. I do not want to speak and hate writing. When the times pass, I getting realize that if I still do not improve my English, I am going to be nothing. For all I had mention before, I know that I am climbing the Fail Mountain. But, I believe if I stop climbing right now, I still have a chance to climb another mountain which is can give me the guaranty of better life.

I passed my UPSR, PMR and SPM with the average result. I do satisfy with my results. One day, there is something cross in my mind. Am I born just to be an average man? I have average look, money, and religious. I also average in my study. I never get any award for my excellent in my study. I am just an average man! Then, I start to worry. If I just can be average in everything, that is mean I will going to have average life too. Average salary, average house size, average car, average wife, and average finance? Oh no! This is not what I want. I want to get more than that. I am taking a day to make an assessment about me myself. Lastly, I found that, it is because of my attitude, my mentality and my daily life practices are not helping me improving myself. I know I can be more than what I am now. The first reason why I cannot be in a first class in my life is; I am not make my life goal setting run like it should be. Secondly, I just discuss right now, my time management is still bad even now I already passed my ripe age, 18. I cannot make myself disciplinary with the time. I just study when there are homework from the teacher. I just do the house chores if my parent asks. I just write or speak in English if I am force to do so. I never care if my English is still bad or my pronunciation is terrible. For me, life is simple. Even I did not conquering English, I still can survive. My science and my mathematic teacher is the best example, even the ministry had order to the science and mathematic teachers to speak in English in teaching, both of my science and mathematic teacher still speak in Malay. So, I make a conclusion, even speak or not speak in English it is not bringing any different. Does not mean when my teachers speak in English, they will become cleverer than before. That was what I thought. There is no use to cry over the spilt milk. Let yesterday be a history, but today and tomorrow will be new civilization. From now on I have to move forward or else I will just be an average man with my average dream.

I still remember Napoleon Bonaparte said that “A journey of thousand miles, start with the single step”. Now, I am no longer a school student. I am the university student. Life as a university student is totally different with school student. Praise to God, I already found my true purpose of life. I am mature enough to set my goal setting on the par. I am going to be 20 years old man this year. At this age, I probably should not have any problem in managing my time. I do not want to dump my life. There are a hundred of responsible I have to carry on. I should study hard and prepare myself with a useful skill. I want to have a bright life! There is nothing that could make me stop right now. I believe this is a chance by God to bring myself out from the poverty. The time has come, to prove to the world that I am not a loser, I am not incapable. I am a true man who will lead this world to the bright future.

In conclusion, life is life. We can choose our future. Take a right decision will place us at the right future. I am going through a hard life before. I do not want to live in such kind of life anymore. It is so hurt to look as a loser, as a failure, and as an incapable. Then, I also had going through an ordinary life with nobody cares and there is nothing special about you. It is quite comfortable life because I did not burden myself with thinking about what others think about me. It is a simple life. But, it is not what I want. In order to be what I want, of course, I have to sacrifice a lot. I will make sure I will attain my goal; to be a man with a bright future. A man who does not trust himself cannot be trust by anyone else.